Many thanks to you for let asking you directly.
Few month ago I felt strange attraction towards Vajrayogini thangkas. Then I found Her mantras at visiblemantra.org and vajrayogini.com and recited both variants for about few hundreds times. Then I felt large interest to Dharma and study about Tantric Buddhism all the time. I stopped to recite Vajrayogini mantras immediately after I received answer from one of your students, he said it's not recommendable to use this mantra without initiation.
Question 1: Can I expect something wrong would happens, as I recited mantra without permission, but didn't know about it?
Also, a week ago I received Chakrasamvara Root Tantra book as a gift from some publishing company. I didn't ask them, but really dreamt to take a look at this sacred text.
Question 2: How can I use this gift, am I able to read and study it, or probably it was a sign of something else for me to do?
Please advise, I'm novice to Buddhism, living in a country with no Buddhist tradition and really disappointed what to do.
Wish you peace and love from all beings surrounding you!